Saturday, November 27, 2010
Sorry for my absence. And thank you for all of your thoughts and support. Honestly have been without words.
I don't know how to describe the feeling of losing our sixth pregnancy. Don't even know how to process the loss internally, let alone convey it in language.
Five days after the D&C, we were rocked by another blow, another devastation. An enormous family emergency. Too personal, even on an anonymous blog, to write about, but horrendous.
This emergency is continuing to unfold. And I am still reeling from it. This one is big enough that it has disrupted grieving the miscarriage, superceded it, at least for now. And I am left gasping.
I do not know how I will get through both of these tremendous losses. Especially coming at the same time.
At the moment I am just hanging on for dear life and telling myself that things can't continue to feel like this forever.
Surely, they must get better.
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