Work has been busy (which I am grateful for), so I spent my day off doing errands and going to appointments. One of my appointments today was with my therapist. It's a long story about how and why I see her, but I can tell you it has been positively life-changing.
I always look forward to our meetings. Today was no different. But near the mid-point of our session she dropped a bomb: "I'm pregnant."
Ugh. She did tell me in a very professional way, so no qualms there. We talked a bit about how I felt (shocked, speechless) and discussed what that means about our relationship. I'm not sure, honestly. I am feeling a bunch of different emotions that are all over the map.
I sort of feel that I am losing the only other person aside from Mo who knows me intimately. I never thought I was that attached to her. Heck, if you had told me a few years ago I would be in therapy, I would have called you crazy.
My therapist and I will continue to discuss the complexities of our changing relationship and I will somehow decide what is best for me. After all, this is one of the few things in life that is all about me.
I am curious as to your thoughts/reactions. How would you feel in my situation? Do you think you could/would keep seeing your therapist?
10 hours ago